I'm bored and got this from http://wepromised-surveys.xanga.com/754270463/014/ so why not

Don't tell me lies, so is the last person you texted a hottie?
Yes he is <3

Is anything bugging you right now?
eh. there could be but I chose not to let it bother me.

Are you single?
Yes.

Have you ever felt replaced?
it happens.

Do you trust all of your friends?
no.

Currently wanting something?
yes, my own place again. (soon enough)

Drunk this weekend?
will be :)

Do you think there is ONE girl out there that actually completely understands you?
I can't give the burden to anyone to "completely" understand me.

Are you one to just give up?
not usually.

Do you know how to let go?
not very well.

Do you regret anything?
yes.. but shit happens.

Shit happens right?
^^^all the time.

Are you happy with the choices you've made?
for the most part. i could live without a few choices though. (Ditto)*.

If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
FALLLLLL (Ditto)*

Do you usually apologize first?
Yes. Especially if the person matters more than the argument.

Do you believe what goes around comes around?
yup.

Have you ever sent a text to the wrong person?
A couple of time.

Do you think it’s a bunch of bull shit when people say "I have no regrets"?
In a way yes. I'm sure everyone could think of a few choices in life they could change, however it's okay to be content with the majority of your life.

Has anyone told you they don't ever want to lose you?
yeah.

Do you ever use caps lock?
Properly.

Do you look people in the eyes when you talk to them?
most of the time.

Think of the last guy/girl who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
of course <3

Do you think you will be married by the time you are 35?
I better be.

Do you think it's possible to be friends with someone you wanna be with?
it's extremely hard but Im working on it =).

Do you know what it's like to have to move on without wanting to?
oh yeah.

Who's the last person you texted? Have ya'll ever kissed?
the boy & i heart his kisses.

Is there anyone you wanna go back and try thing's out with for a second time?
nope.

Think back to May, how was your love life?
a wreck.

Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself?
yes there are a couple of people.

When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go?
depends on why they left.

Boys are always good with their words, am I right?
i nvr thought so but lately they've come up with good things to say.

You're getting ready to go to bed, and the last person you kissed shows up, what do you say?
I'd stretch out and whine "come lay with me."

What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
=) it was a great night.

Do you trust your gut instinct?
i try to as often as possible.

Has a girl ever stayed up with you all night? A guy?
yes and yes.

Who was the last person you had a serious talk with?
my mother, more like she had it with me.

Do you like where you live?
yes, but id like to move soonish.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
i think so.

Do you remember who you liked a month ago?
yes

Is it easy to pretend everything's okay for you?
it seems like it.

Did anyone see your last kiss?
we both had our eyes closed.

Where was the last place you hugged someone? Who?
my brother in the hallway.

"Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit."
– Peter Ustinov

"Nothing great in the world has ever been accomplished without passion."
- Hebbel 

I feel great today, I stayed up all night playing Mortar Kombat with @marioelflaco, @tonie-jack, and @dalazadabezt. It was by far one of the most satisfying nights in the last couple of months. I love my best friends and they may not have a clue but they calm my spirit, help me slow my mind and enjoy the present. That's what I've always had the most difficulty doing and I love them for being my elixir. I've been feeling so antsy lately and nervous...so many changes going on and starting from scratch all over again is both exciting and nerve wrecking at the same time. 

I owe it to my very best friend, I swear this kid was born so that I would never be alone in this world. My little younger brother @marioelflaco is the best gift/blessing God could have ever given me. We are so different yet on the same wavelength and noone can come as close as that, although I have many wonderful friends. I've come to appreciate him so much as an adult although he's only 19...sometimes I forget cause I just want him to do all this stuff with me and he's so deceivingly profound. My brother is a total goofball, intelligent, outgoing, caring, responsible =) I am really proud of the person he has become. 

Thank you for all the blessings that you bring into my life. <3

"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
– Theodore Seuss Giesel

More Here...

For far too long I thought that strength was suppresing my feelings and going on about my business as normal, but in the end long run i broke down ... and NOW it's time to stop. This is the last time (i hope) that i'll let it out again. Time to start my Happy season ッ

...in my life, and it's hard because you were my best friend. You know my deepest fears, things i can't even say outloud to myself. & now you're gone and i'm just supposed to be okay with that.

You told me so and then you kind of took it back, and I was desperate enough to accept that. I thought that you at least respected me & in some way valued our friendship. More Here...

There's nothing worse than loving someone who's never going to stop disappointing you.